18 years and still breathing.
Already old but still feeling so young.
its great to be 18.But i wish im still 16.
Thanks to everybody who text me
birthday wishes.
Appreciate it alot.
Suppose to be celebrating with her but well,
things change.
ive never been happy on my birthday
for the past countless years till now.
Only fake smiles and laughter.
Every year i had to deal with sad situations.
My friends, family, they didnt know bout this.
i kinda feel like my birthday is meaningless to me.
I Cant even remember when is the last time
i celebrated my birthday with
full of happiness and joy.
In fact,
When is the last time did i celebrate my birthday?
Back in 2005? I guess.
During celebration of my birthday at my grandma's house.
waiting for my uncle to come.
but no sign of him at all.
his house is few blocks away from grandma's house.
so everyone went there to check out
And found out, he's lying at the hall.
Dead.He's my favorite Uncle.
and he's gone on the night before my birthday.
24 November.
The following year,
planned to celebrate at grandma's house again.
receive a call from grandma the night before my birthday.
my uncle, another uncle, pronounce dead,
during sleeping. and it was on 24 November.
same date as my favorite uncle.
and the best part of all,
this uncle of mine,
is my 2nd favorite uncle.
Both my favorite Uncle Rip On 24 November.
And my birthday is on 25 November.
After that, never had my birthday
celebration ever again till now.
like i said,
my birthday is the worst day ever.
The reminder of my lost loved ones.
Even relationships.
They ended on or nearing the month of my birthday.
My birthday. Sucks.
i always kept quiet during my birthday.
hoping no one reminds me.
but yeah. they don't fail to remind me.
This year,
My Birthday wish,
Won't change.
Just like previous years,
I Wish I Get To Celebrate My Birthday With Someone
Special. Just like others, They have their special
someone to be by their side, celebrating, enjoying,
Partying together lovingly.
i wish i had that.
Yeapps . Life's Unfair.
Always been.
Happy 18th Birthday Joehann.
